........is working a wonder?
And no the distraction does not come from another as that piece of my heart is still unavailable and although I try not to think about it thoughts of him always seems to creep in with a small pang of sadness.
I await for the day when I hear he's clear, I can imagine there will be a sigh of relief and a feeling of grief when I realise he is now free to live his life, find his love and be all the things he wants to be.
So in the meantime I have thrown myself into a new found interest which has taken place of that constant obsession, centering around those other two that own the rest of my heart.
Keeping busy creatively thinking, finding new inventive ways to fill my mind. Thinking out of the box, this constant planning is all consuming but I find it is only a band aid and not a cure.
And I miss him.
I hope he's okay.
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